Part (Two)

I walk into the crowd,hoping to ease my loneliness
But as I blend into it
I am no different from the rest;
Only that my sense of solitude is amplified.

How many times have I done this?
I don't know;
Only know that you are not in the know.
Can't help but keep wondering if you feel this (too).

Ever since we parted
And went onto different paths
We never looked back (To see if we were on track)
Sadly,we never did.

Now and then it hit me,and I'm sure you too
That we can't hold back our bits and pieces
Neither can we mend the broken pieces
But what are we to do?
We were two little fools.

Fall

Frantic searching can do no wonders
To a soul that is set to wander
As the heart starts to quiver
Calling out for the eager saver,
The devil starts his plunder.

In the vision lies the immediate and near
In the mind resides the towering fear.
Far from ordinary thoughts and processes,
The ONE pervades the messes.

Have you the gall
To defy The ONE's order to fall?
Even so,choice is not made avail (by mortal means)
In a realm where dictatorship prevails.

Cursed Gift

Chances of redemption are low and nigh
Add onto it all my sighs.
Thanks for making me lose the highs
I used to enjoy.

Not you;nor your fault
Him,he opened up the vault
What fine spread he did offer
I know you would buckle.

Twists and turns we have had too many
Happiness and joy are but nary
My gift to you
You treat as a curse.

Our dialogue is starting to become terse.

Wishful Thinking

My birthday wish:

Solely

The profound sense of abandonment
That leaves one in bewilderment
Is often termed "loneliness".

It rips the soul and nags the mind;
Not at all kind.

How one is inundated by it
Reflects his character to bits.

But it would be all too convenient
To dismiss it as such,
And judge a person who is not so in charge

-Of his feelings,instincts and temperaments
That can produce so vast a reaction
Capable of inflicting irreversible damage
Contributing to his detriment.

Left.
Alone.
.