Finally...

Finally...

I see the stretch of road before me
Winding,curving into an obscured path
I marvel at the wonder,and
Wonder if the way leads away

Finally...

Leaves rustle in the wind
Flowers wither by the road
Signalling to me, loud and aggrieved,
"Move on! Hesitate no more!"

I turn to look, face aghast
Couldn't see what is in store for me
In the midst of the bust
I saw what I could actually be

Finally...

Moving on is not a choice
The sky turns turquoise
The road ahead my only way
This is like an ordinary day

Partially...

I am not willing to leave
But you are willing me to go
Though I love you so
I see that we part in bereave

The road of then has closed
The times of those lost
In the end
We have but ourselves

Finally...

Time to leave
I take my leave
There is no more "we"
Only a silent "me"

10 things?Or more?

I've been tagged by Jianhao to do this...

10 random things about me:

1. Lives on usually 2 meals of instant noodles out of 3 meals each day.
2. Sleeps for about 2 to 3 hours on schooling days and up to 15 hours on non-schooling days.
3. Needs humourous friends to save my life.
4. Repelled by snobbish,superficial people.( They disgust me.)
5. Goes shopping for CDs whenever I don't feel like studying,even though I have to.
6. I know less about myself than I do about others.
7. Cannot tolerate gossips or untruths about my friends and me
8. "shit you" is my pet phrase.
9. Can become nonsensical and hyper at times.
10. A lot more random than radioactivity.

and i tag (its random):
1. Kailin
2. Calcy
3. Aprie
4. Delin
5. Gerald

Instructions: Once you're tagged, write a post on your blog with 10 random things; facts or habits about yourselves. After you're done, choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names (as shown above). Remember to leave a comment "you're tagged" on their blog and tell them to read your lastest blog entry.

plethora of feelings...

Jian Hao,I'm sorry I will have to shelf the obliging tagged post to sometime later.


It's about time I garner all my strength and perseverance into an ultimate aim.
It's about time I break out from the vicious cycle of entrapment in the local education system.
It's about time I take it upon myself as a responsibility to keep myself motivated.
It's about time.

It is never easy I know,but there has to be hardship-it is the process.
Rewards?I know not.Indeed,the only conceivable ones are too distant to be within reach.
Nevertheless I will trudge on,will move on,should carry on.
Must I sink myself in utter despair and wallow in self-pity should I encounter hurdles?
Needless to say,it is human to falter,and to indulge in misery.
But this time round,it's different.
Yes I will still do what is expected of me,I will not put up a strong front.
Just that I will return soon to face the devil in the face.

It's been a while since I've had a seizure.It's been a while,indeed.
It's been a while since I've contemplated,meditated,lost in the convoluted.
It's been a while,but it's been worthwhile.Or so I hope.

Will you support my cause,my faith?
Will you agree to help me?Will you?Can you?

No,it won't do.
There's only me.No one else.Me live within myself,and deals with "I".
It's a battle not to be lost.Neither will winning guarantee anything.
What am I here doing?Am I not me?

Time's fallen short of me.I'm a chaser of time.Have been,used to be,and almost always will be.
This time round,I want time to fall for me.Deep,hard,into the abyss of my self.
I don't care.Others are not there.
I can live on myself.Seriously.
From this moment on.